emotionless...

how strange..after wad i've do for u in this 3 months and u told me i was selfish? i tried to open up ur heart and share ur feelings wit me..bcoz i care bout u and dunwan u to keep those feelings all by urself..and yet wad i get in the end is..naive..and selfish..i see..so this is wad i get...feel lik being in a dark room wit no doors..kowaii...sabishii...tasukete!! onegai..tasukete...i feel so cold..my hands is shaking while i saw the words tat was sent to my msn...by u...so cold...there is no air-cond..onli fan...but its so cold...whole body is shivering..wanted to cry my heart out..but i cant..were is all my tears...were...all this...bcoz of course? unbearable..the pain...i only wish to hav a better future i dint wish for all this..